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Their Death...

I wept as I awoke from that horrible slumber. I was given a nightmare, and maybe it had a purpose. But I’d rather not care… I simply wish to never see the days that were shown to me. My heart was terrified as I tossed in my bed. My spirit was tormented in this virtual world had enveloped me. The two most precious things to me were taken away. They were lost, stolen, ripped from my hands. The dream is hazy to me now but the agony began when my brother had breathed his last. He was as he is now… young, a lover to God, full of life, full of happiness. And his passing came too soon. The brother who inspired me was gone, the one who gave me hope for myself had left me here. If you’ve never lost a loved one then the pain can simply not be understood. And as I wallowed in the death of one that was much to close to lose I took another blow. The love of my life was snatched from my presence… there was no reason to live in this moment. All that I loved was gone, all that I cared about had fa...